Welcoming Hope

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The thunderous blast from the past, engulfing me,
Pulling me towards their shore a little more.
Hands that were held tight, going a bit loose,
And the hopes dimming, tying a noose.
The moment that shone was the sign that I craved for,
Waking up to an experience, was what my way were paved for.
Now the lights are turned on, where the bliss is
And culminating it, is my key.
I reach out to the light with all my might,
Diving to the unbeknownst realms,
Into the abyss.

Mumbai Diaries – Part 8(The One with the Confession)

It’s a Sunday evening, everybody is rushing to either homes, or finishing up on their shopping lists, some people who get just one day off are sleeping the day off, while some are doing more of a productive work like binge-watching the TV shows, texting  or spending the evening in their favorite bar.

Karan had invited everyone to his home for a drinks. After much resistance from Gaurav, they managed to convince him to join them.

Gaurav starts in an auto to reach Nauman’s place. While on his way, he observes that traffic police are camping down on the road to check helmetless riders and triplers. He surpasses them when he sees a helmetless guy riding in opposite direction towards the cops’s camp. He thinks he can warn the guy to save him some penalty but at the last moment, decides against it. He looks back from the auto and sees the guy getting caught by the cops.

Gaurav and Nauman took a train to reach Thane. Though there was no rush today, there were standing on the gates of the bogey. Evening charm of Mumbai is another thing people sometimes get to experience. It was one of those Sundays when the rains were done after a harsh marathon and everything looked cooled down.

Gaurav sensed that Nauman was oddly quiet, but he didn’t say anything. Nauman observes Gaurav looking at him and so he breaks the silence.

“Dude, don’t’ drink much today. You know you need to control that.”

“Yeah I know buddy. And you too, you know how only one beer gets your mind stumbling.”  replied Gaurav.

Nauman remembered the last time he was this nervous was when he had failed a subject in college and had to tell that to his dad. Although he didn’t regret the bashing received at the moment, but he regretted the subtle sarcasm he used to receive at his hands at every turn of life, whenever he screwed up.

Finally Nauman and Gaurav joins Karan and Atush, who were waiting for them for an hour.

They all find places to sit in the room. Gaurav again senses that there is an unusual silence in the room.
“Guys, all good?” he couldn’t resist asking.

“Atush is in huge trouble and he needs our help.” Nauman started rather abruptly. Atush looks up making a poker face.

“What happened bro?” asks Gaurav.

“Umm, there is this problem I have been facing for sometime now. ” said Atush making a sad face.

“You know Akriti, right?” continues Atush.

“Yes we know”

“So, here I am falling for her and then I found that her brother is one of my good friend.”

“What is his name?”

Atush tries to think of a name, but is not able to think because of the added pressure of him being eyed by everyone.

“Uh… umm… his name is Gourab.” he says finally.

“Gaurab as in Gaurav with a ‘b’?” Nauman asks incredulously.

“Yes yes that’s a real name.” Atush nearly shouted.

“Okay go on.” Karan interjected.

“Okay so, I am not sure how to proceed ahead. Should I tell him before, should I ask his permission or should I start the relationship without telling him. What should I do?” Atush asked making as innocent face as humanly possible.

“I think you should continue ahead man, and when you think its becoming serious and you are sure about her, then you can tell your friend.” Karan spoke quickly as if he was waiting for his cue.

“Yeah dude, that’s what I would do.” Nauman also started supporting Karan’s opinion.

Now, they all knew that Gaurav was a very practical person. If someone is seeking his opinion, he would definitely measure up the problem and will give his opinion then. So, Nauman was kind of expecting him to be the Devil’s Advocate and say against the motion and indeed he didn’t disappoint them.

“Now wait…wait… let’s break it down first. It depends how close the friend is. If you two are very close, then he might get offended.”

“But what if he reacts in a bad way, and then you end up screwing both the relation and the friendship.”, asked Atush.

“Well thats a risk you will have to take.”, Gaurav concludes.

“But man, if everything is going well right now, why screw it up? I am playing it like batman here, everything is in control and I have contingency plans for everything.” Atush jokes.

“Well, there is a joker against every batman, who screws up every contingency plan.” said Gaurav.

“Yes, and I believe his reaction upon hearing this, would be the ‘joker’ in your situation.”, added Karan.

“So, that finals it then, I shouldn’t tell him.” concluded Atush.

“That would be a mistake, I tell you. If I was there in place of Akriti’s brother, I would have preferred you to have talked about it beforehand.” replied Gaurav.

Atush, Nauman and Karan exchanged nervous glances with each other. They had realised that their little play was about to reach its climax. They were bracing for it and praying that Gaurav keeps his words. Fortunately for them, Gaurav wanted to subconsciously make up for the regret that he was feeling for the auto incident.

“Listen to me, you are meeting this Gaurab guy this weekend and tell him everything. We hope everything stays well between the two of you.” commanded Gaurav.

“We shouldn’t wait that long.” Nauman said absent-mindedly, almost regretting that.

“Yes, I don’t want to wait that long to tell him then.” Atush had to add.

“Then call him”, Karan added. Gaurav agreed too.

So, Atush went into the corner to make a fake call. When he returned, he found a question mark on everybody’s face.

“He didn’t talk much, was in shock. And stayed in shock. I gave all the explanations I could. Now what?” Atush explained.

“Next, you send him a large, hearty message explaining how much he means to you.” said Gaurav.

“I don’t know man.”, Atush surrendered.

Gaurav took Atush’s phone and started typing a message.

“I am writing a message on your behalf, based on my understanding.”

“Gaurav wait!”, said Nauman. “Are you sure your reaction would have been same, if Akriti was your sister?”

“I don’t know man, I am just trying to help a friend.”

“If you don’t know yet, then better be ready, because this might happen with you someday.”

“What do you mean?”

“I am just saying. You might face such a situation as you have a sister.”

“I think I will be fine. As long as she is happy, I am happy too.”

Nauman set a smile on his face and went in for the kill.

“Dude, I like Jaya and I think she likes me too. How about now?” he said with an aura of confidence never seen before.

“What?” said a confused Gaurav.

“And I think she is happy around me, I do make her smile sometimes. I ..”, added Nauman when he is interrupted by Karan.

“That’s enough my tiger.”,, Karan says as he puts his hands on his shoulder to calm Nauman down.

Gaurav is speechless as if shock has transcended to another level. Karan is holding down Nauman. Atush is editing the message typed by Gaurav earlier. He was making it funny, and wanted to send to Nauman later.

“Gaurav say something.” Karan requests Gaurav.

Gaurav tries to be composed in that pin-drop silence, while his mind is constantly getting back to the incident where he was feeling regret for not helping the biker. He understood that it was all a ploy to trap him in his own opinions.

“Damn that biker.” He utters. He was surprised how a small incident had affected his life in a big way. If he hadn’t faced that situation, he wouldn’t have tried to be so actively involved in Atush’s problem, and this whole incident could have turned out in a different way. ‘How different?’, his mind asked. ‘I wouldn’t have been able to stop this from happening.’, ‘Only if I had managed to de-board the train that day.’, his chain of thoughts kept going.

“NOOOOOO”, screamed Atush. Everybody looked at him with concern “I accidently sent the text to the last number that Akriti had given me.”

Everybody shrugged it off. Karan and Nauman sat for a long time, waiting for Gaurav to move, while he kept thinking.

The End

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Mumbai Diaries – Part 5(The One where Nauman can’t talk)

“Are you using the m-indicator app that I provided, while travelling around Mumbai.” Nauman asked Jaya.
“Why would I roam around Mumbai? I hate travelling….” Jaya replied.
Jaya and Nauman met for a coffee date. The rains were expected in a few days and as always happened, every Mumbaikar was pretty excited about the coming rains. The rains brought with it, the comfort and relief, and accompanied by sun dresses, it was the most awaited event after the scorching summers.
This was the time when Mumbaikars, took time off and went on weekend trips to nearby locations. Some went to Lonavla, some to Matheran, some to Mahabaleshwar, while some planned and planned and eventually failed, cursing their group.
“….I just love to spend my weekends reading and cuddling my bed.” Jaya continued.
“Wow, you are a weirdo, stuck in a city like Mumbai”
“I don’t see it that way. Anyways do you know we have a place in Pune called Bhosari. I heard a joke about it, but couldn’t understand it.”
Nauman listened to the joke wide eyed, and he knew he had to change the topic.
“Hah, you don’t need to go far for silly names. Have you ever heard of Chembur?”
“Yeah, I hear about Chembur and my mind goes straight to Harry Potter and Chembur of secrets.”
“Harry Potter….more like the boy who was born in Mumbai. What would the first part be? Harry Potter and Santracruz to Sion?
“Lame.”
“I have a good one for Order of Phoenix…..Harry Potter and Order from Panvel.” Jaya continued.
“How about ‘Patient of Alzheimer’s’ for ‘Prisoner of Azkaban’?”
“That will work” Jaya said a little more awkwardly than she always does.
“What about ‘Goblet of Fire’?”
“It should be ‘Ghatkopar ki aag’?”
“This looks even lamer than RGV ki aag.”
“Haha, it certainly is.”
“Wow, this is awesome. We just made the whole franchise Mumbai based. They should put our conversation in the textbooks of Marathi children. They will learn about their city.”
 
“Give me credit as well, when producers line up at your doorstep.”
“Haha…sure. Anyways I should leave now, as I have an important meeting after this.”
Nauman was going to meet Gaurav to talk about the situation. Neither Gaurav nor Jaya was aware of the special situation that was brewing between them. Day after day, the guilt was getting heavy to carry for Nauman and so he had decided to talk with Gaurav first.
(1.5 hours and 2 local travels later)
 
Gaurav’s home
 
Gaurav was sitting at his home when Nauman comes in.
Nauman sits beside Gaurav somewhat awkwardly.
Gaurav was thinking something before Nauman had rang the doorbell. He tried recollecting but couldn’t.
Nauman knew that nobody would be there at home, so he thought it was good opportunity to talk to Gaurav. Though Gaurav was a localite of Mumbai, he used to live in a rented house, so as to be closer to workplace. It was a pretty common thing in Mumbai, for youngsters to live closer to workplace, for the obvious reasons, plus this also gave them the independence to enjoy night life of Mumbai.
“Bro, I need to talk to you” started Nauman.
“Yeah tell me.”
“Have you ever felt something inside you burning and you have to get it out before it eats you alive?”
Gaurav suddenly remembers what he was thinking.
“Oh yes, what a great coincidence. I was also thinking of similar lines before you came in.”
“Eh?”
“Yeah, you know you feel like that when you are about to puke”
“No I didn’t mean it like that. I mean…like when you have something to say but you don’t how to say”
“Are you in love bro? Because that shit happens only when this kind of shit happens”
“Kind of! Not exactly love…”
“Wow that will work as well. What a great coincidence, I was thinking for a reason to party, and now we have one.”
“You don’t understand what I am going through”
“We are gonna have whiskey today”
“Its such a big fear that is eating up my brain.”
“No beers today, only whiskeys.”
“I can’t seem to understand whether should I tell you or not?”
“Why tell me, go tell her. You know what I have been struggling with my drinking problem too much now. You don’t see me crying about it.”
“This is serious dude. This concerns you as well.”
“I am pretty sure you are concerned for me, but leaving it altogether is not a solution I fancy.”
Nauman understood that nothing is going to work today. So he decided to just roll with the flow.
“Yeah bro, we are concerned, please find something or someone worth leaving this hobby for. I would suggest Breezer, but looking at your current status, I think you would finish the drink along with the bottle.”
“I might.”
“Anyways, I should leave now. Thanks for the talk.” Nauman said sarcastically.
“Anytime mate!”, said Gaurav raising his bottle.
Nauman starts to leave, when Gaurav remembers something and calls Nauman.
“Do you know my sister?”
Nauman freezes to death. It was as if Gaurav was waiting for all the conversation to finish so that he can ask this question.

To Be Continued…

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Mumbai Diaries – Part 3(The One where they Meet)

Few hours before

“BC, is that my station?”

Nauman tried to decode what Gaurav might have said.

While he was trying to make sense of it all, his eyes set upon a set of eyes even more restless than his. He kind of wished her eyes would rest on him, but ofcourse this was real life, so nothing of that sort happened.

Nauman stood thinking of all the pickup lines as he had mugged up during his desperation days. But he kind of knew that pickup lines won’t be necessary on this girl, not in a ‘him like a casanova and its going to be easy’ kind of a way, but in a way where being genuine would easily work.

He approached her making as concerned face as possible.

“You look lost.”

“Can you tell me which train number will go to Churchgate?” she asked.

“What? Trains don’t have numbers here…”

“Ofcourse they have, how else they will distinguish one from the another?”

“Well that’s true, but…..wait a minute….are you travelling in a local for the first time?”

She nodded embarrassingly.

“Can you help here? Just tell me the train number…I will find out the rest”

“Ohh, enough with the train number. You will need to wait on Platform 3, the Churchgate train leaves from there. This is platform 1.
And you see that train going…that is leaving for Churchgate. So you have solid 20 mins before another one comes.”

“Okay” she said feeling a little relieved.

 “So, first time huh? Did you move to Mumbai yesterday?” he asked hoping to use these 20 minutes effectively.

“Nah, I have been born and brought up in Mumbai only.”

 “Huh…weird”

“Nothing weird, have you seen the rush here.” she explained her predicament.

 “So why now?”

“Just a bet to get a gift.”

 “Care to explain?”

“I will get a new phone if I get a selfie with the Churchgate station.”

 “What kind of competition is this?”

Before she could answer, they were interrupted by a sea of passengers trying to get on the train. They moved to a more central spot on the platform.

 “Do you live here? Weren’t you waiting for that train?” she inquired.

“Ohh, actually I am waiting for my friend, who will be coming shortly here. He just got victimized to the passenger love and couldn’t de-board.”

 “Ohh that’s scary.”

“So please board the ladies coach only. And which reminds me that you should install ‘m-indicator’ into your phone.”

 “Give me your number, I will text you the link to download the cracked version.”

She gave her number with a wry smile and proceeded to uninstall ‘m-indicator’ from her phone.

 “You know once I was on the beach and drew a heart on the sand with my name on it…and the next I know is 7 boy’s names written inside the heart. Please don’t be one of those boys.”
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“No I am not, I am Nauman, by the way”

 “Ooh, I already like your name. Nauman, as in Roadies wala Nauman?”

“Yeah”

 “My name is Jaya, by the way. I should leave now. And yeah don’t forget to text the link, you don’t want me to be lost in Mumbai”.

“Sure”

 They parted ways. He saw the confused girl bumping into people, asking for directions to her train.

…Back to Present

“Did you call her yet?” Nauman asked Atush.

After being flustered in the laser tag game, they were back to the pub, enjoying last few moments of their weekend.

“No dude, let me get home atleast. I have tomorrow’s go live to look for. I have my boss hanging on me like a clingy girlfriend already.”

“Oho, so we have a triangle here.”

“I can bet I will receive a message in next 10 mins regarding his concern over the developed code.”

Everyone looked at Atush’s screen. A notification sound did came, but it was on Gaurav’s phone.

“Shit, its my sister. I have got to buy a new phone now.”

To be Continued…

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